Ben
What can I say, sorry springs to mind, how you cannot let yourself experience TOC. It was so many years ago, a good half century since my first experience of TOC, of walking in the footsteps of Old Tom accompanied by my father.
TOC may not be the best course in the world but she is the Greatest Golf Course in the World, from the scary 1st Tee through to the 'Walk of Champions' over the Swilken Bridge to the 18th Green.
She is Golf; she is the heart and soul of all golf courses, yet never equalled or bettered as a course. TOC is as much of St Andrews as St Andrews is of TOC. You play TOC her way, be you a humble golfer or one of the top ranking players in the world. She will hurt you as quickly as reward your attention upon her, but you do need to respect her gentle curves to get the best out of yourself.
TOC can be the elixir of youth, but you have to step out onto her to feel your blood surge around your body certainly as you walk to the 1st Tee for your shot. Oh you luck Virgin you still have that pleasure to come, so savour those very few precious seconds as they my friend will remain in your thoughts throughout your life,
Melvyn