Tony,
No apologies necessary friend. I never have claimed to think properly, but I do know that right now I would walk from Cincinnati with my clubs on my back to play that course from the back and see how hard it really is. From the front tees, I would rather go play at NCR with my friends from the back. In my mind, I am there to play the ultimate challenge and I wouldn't want it any other way. Fun, for me, is going to a football game or going drinking or having sex. Golf has never really supplied me with those same feelings, I play it for the challenge and the competition it supplies me with. Golf's fun to me, comes in the bar afterward, when discussing the great shots that everyone in the group hit.