Ben,
Going from lurker to poster is akin to experimenting with heroin by snorting it on weekends and then suddenly plunging a needle in your arm.
No matter how hard I try to kick this habit, it always pulls me back - even after being away for months and months.
I had a learned doctor many years ago tell me that the difference between a heavy drinker and an alcoholic was that for somebody who is truly hooked, booze becomes the organizing principle of their lives.
If you are not careful, by next year your wife will find you glued to the computer 12 hours a day, slobbering into a drooling cup arguing about the cosmic significance and religious implications of Redan holes.
Flee while you can.