Was still playing and struggling with the after effects of my wrist injury. My career was definitely headed towards its end.
had the great fortune to play with a lifelong friend in a pro am and was introduced to his friend who worked at Cantor Fitzgerald. The day went well enough that shortly after, I was offered an endorsement deal with Cantor in the hopes of being able to play some customer golf (which I enjoy) and still give me a chance to recover from my surgery. We agreed to a deal.
On 9-11, my wife woke me up crying, and I remember thinking something was wrong with our baby daughter. It took a second for the words "we're being attacked" to register/ I live in CA, but my brothers both lived in the NY/NJ area, not to mention my friends who work in the financial districts. Isat numbly watching as the 2nd plane hit the towers. My phone rang, it was my agent, who in a rare bit of fortune, is a good friend. I was supposed to be flying to Oregon that morning, but decided to go a day later (thank you up there), and he was checking to see that I was safe. He then asked me to turn on FOX news, where they had a Cantor Fitzgerald employee on the phone who could not get out. I then realized that CF was above the damage. My already sunken heart totally broke. There were definitely people I knew in grave danger, and all I could do was watch and pray. I had called my friends office from a cell and got through, and having lived through earthquakes, knew an out of town number could be useful. They let me know he and his family were safe. About an hour after the 2nd tower fell, my doorbell rang. UPS Next Day with an envelope from 1 World Trade Center and Cantor. My contracts were delivered 9-11. I still have the UPS packaging with that address on it. The man who offered me the deal was actually playing golf that day and survived, but virtually all of his department and people he worked with perished.
I saw ground zero for the first time 3 weeks ago. As we approached in a cab I saw the hole in the sky, and could not stop crying. As I walked around the site, the feeling of sadness, anger and amazement was overwhelming. It made me feel a bit selfish that I had become so little effected until I was actually there. over a thousand children lost a parent in Cantor Fitzgerald alone. they have done a miraculous job (with a lot of help) of recovering, and one of the keys to their turnaround was the man who I played golf with in that pro-am.