"I've often said that I'm missing (and will always miss) at least one important aspect in understanding golf course architecture (and what men like Behr were talking about), i.e. I don't understand how the game is played at the higher level, and can't play it at that level."
Well, maybe that's so, Peter, but the thing that always pretty much amazes me about you is the way you do look at this thing from the particular perspective you have. That is really impressive to me and as you know always has been.
I wonder how much I would have loved golf and even golf architecture if my life in it was devoid of competition and the consequences of competition. What are the consequences of competition really? I guess noone can ever really know until they do it and then look inside themselves as to what it does to them and means to them. For the longest time I never even knew why I did it but now I know. I'm actually a timid guy--pretty shy and in the beginning it really scared me so to go out there and to see what I had against the rest.
At the end of the day, I grew proud of myself because for whatever reason I never had the distance or maybe even the talent for that but I felt like I just out thought 'em and that is so cool to me now. I pretty much always felt that I had absolutely no right talent-wise to have ever knocked off some of the golfers I did. What that meant to me then and now is just that they don't always do what they are so capable of. That's the greatest thing I ever learned and played for and to.
Playing golf competitively just can't be really explained to those who haven't tried it, in my opinion---it really is something else, and again, Peter Pallotta, that you've never done it, but yet that you can see this whole thing as you do makes it that much more impressive to me.
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Just, maybe, PeterP, one of the best things of all about COMPETITIVE golf, and compared to other sports, or maybe life or whatever, is I think it really does teach you and tell you well----depending on what your own bag is about winning----what failing is all about and that it ain't the end of the line, no matter what. The thing about golf is that if winning is your only deal you just have to learn it ain't going to happen that much of the time. Even the great Tiger Woods, who, if he is anything, certainly is the consumate and ultimate all time winner, fails to do that close to 75% of the time across his career.
WHAT A THING GOLF IS, don't you feel?